It has been a little over 4 months since I’ve written a post. I want to apologize to my readers and subscribers who have been waiting patiently for updated material.
I occasionally suffer from depression and self-defeating attitudes that diminish my interest in hobbies and activities that I normally love. Writing is one of my favorite hobbies. My goal is to become more consistent with my writing, even during periods when I experience a lack of inspiration.
I have also been doing much soul searching. I think often about who God is and what that means for my life. I do great amounts of reading and studying so that I can better understand Gods word and life in general.
In the last 4 months I have been experiencing internal conflicts. My mind has been a battle ground with competing ideas. I’ve been spending these last few months trying to sort out what is true and consistent with what I know of Gods word and what is false and potentially able to cause me to stray.
I am currently working on new posts and new material should be available to read soon! I want to thank everyone for their patience and I’ll close with a prayer.
You are beyond all that I could ever understand but I will strive to serve you.
My hearts cry is to know you more. Even with my limited understanding, I want to learn about you.
I am sinful, rebellious and ignorant of your ways. I am nothing without you.
Even in my darkest times I pray that you will not forget about me.
My communication with you is only possible because of your son,